I would do much for you
I know I must bore you
I am not special
You deserve someone for which you will not settle
You deserve someone whose mental state is level
You deserve a rock who can be stable
Not the pebbles of a rebel
Who is not even able
To make it through the day without a foggy mind
Confined to thoughts of sadness
Live my life backwards
I just do
But pass on justifying my own actions
How can I think what I think with no influence at all
Pass judgement
But the grudges will break down the wall
Unrealistic to ask you if you feel me at all
Its not your fault
But if you fall do not hesitate to call
Poetry 